Disproving Christianity: Jesus is a LIE

E' jayy:  I wish you were not so blind. I wish you could see the guileless, forgiving, humble, child like character of Jesus in the people I defend. Where are the words showing I am mad? I am sorry. I will not believe that God is a mean cruel torturing dictator. God needs to be in us. God is like a child. He has pleasant speech through us.